sixteen things.

sixteen things. (that you may have not known about me)

1. i hate blue pens. like despise them. i will only write in black if i can help it. and with it. my penmanship is uppercase most of the time. unless something is important to be said. its in cursive.

2. my music that i love is a gift for people. most people dont know. but when i give them music that i love. its something that is a part of me. and i hope in someway it touches them how it touches me.

3. i know i have friends. lots of them. from everywhere. but there is a particular ring of friends that i hold close. and they know me for who i really am. so therefore. i hope i can be the most vulnerable. most trusted. and loyal. like take a bullet for. and i wont list there names. but you know who you are.

4. ill be honest. girls who seem hurting or who have been jacked by guys or just not treated correctly in life. i hope that i can change your view of what a man of chivalry is or be a gentleman of promise and in that can show you your real value of worth.

5. i have heroes in my life. they might not be your particular heroes. but here it goes. top 5. 1. dad. 2. johnny cash 3. batman 4. seth cohen 5. john wayne.

6. be ridiculous. please. because then who you really are comes out. and you are way funny....except for kayla.

7. my poetry is my skin on paper. and i would love to share it with you. because hopefully. it can help you get through what your dealing with.

8. i have a trouble with loving Jesus. but i am glad He wants a relationship with me. because its become the most stable thing in my life. even when i am unstable. He is there. therefore i choose to follow Him. cross and all.

9. when i really enjoy something. i tell you more than two times. because you all know i love the OC and batman. just to name a few.

10. i am a nerd. i liked twilight. love the OC. that show is amazing. seth cohen is my hero. i read comic books. i am a sucker. if its sappy. i tend to show a bit of an emotional side.

11. i love being a man. i love adventure. guns. knives. girls. being a cowboy. being a homie. being a follower of Christ. being able to vote. being able to represent the south with a confederate battle flag. cross my heart for the national anthem. serve my country soon enough and being part of the united states air force.

12. i love knowing peoples middle names.

13. i want tattoos. if i could. i might get sleeves. but i think it will be limited too half sleeves.

14. i love children. they bring me so much joy. and being somebody for them and being able to play. make believe. and who doesnt want to be eight again.

15. i did things to be different for my friends. maybe its rebellion. but. i dyed my hair. black. used to wear girls jeans. branded myself. smoked. but i think sometimes i did these things to show my friends. we gotta be our own idenity. and your trying to hard to be the same.

16. i hope after meeting you. that something i said. something i did. can leave an impression on you. that first. i love jesus. and whatever else is second.